Sick and tired of being sick and tired..

In my world these days, its always something. Either im sick or taking care of a sick loved one. I live my life one day at a time but at some moments in the day i just think is there even going to be a tomorrow? Me and my family just found out that my mom has cancer and its stage 4, and treatment isnt an option at this time, we found it to late. After my sister passed away i thought our lives were hard enough.. well apparently not, because god put this big rode block in the way again. Like i said ifs not one thing its another. I dont know what i would do if my mom passed away, shes my bestfriend, my mom, and most importantly my role model. Days go by and i just sit and think of what could happen at any minute in time.

Reality...

Reality, its a part of life. If you dont like welll.. get over it. I walk the halls of this thing we call school and it just makes me laugh how immature all these kids are. Then there are the students that are so full of themselves they have there head up there ass. It just amazes me how stupid some people are. Oh lets not forget about all the idiotic people that think fighting is the answer...WRONG douche bags, get the hell over yourself and get a life, maybe stop acting like a "gangster" and get a job while your at it.

days like these..

Days like these are the days that are suppose to be a fun, bright, cheery day, but unfortunately for me it goes to shit. Some people call it being bi-polar but others would just call it an off day. Welp theres my sob story for the day. CYA

colleges..

Well ive simple decided between colleges, i have narrowed it down to morningside, hastings, wayne, northeast, or UNK?! post or comment i need OPINIONS :)

days go by..

Not a single day goes by when i dont think about you, dream about you, or wonder what this life would of been like if you were here enjoying it with me. Life is so much harder without, and i just wonder if the life im living is even normal. With you being my guardian angel i know that any decision i make whether it be bad or good your right there on my shoulder protecting me and our family. Jacee i just wish you were here in person to play, laugh, joke around, and just to live life. But now you can do all of that stuff but just up in heaven. Jacee i love and miss you, and someday.. ill be with you :) love you