New car time..

what do get for a new car, i was really thinking like a bmw 325i xdrive, nissan altima, mazda 6, orrr ford fusion. comment please.

in loving memory...

A month ago on January 28th would of beem my sisters 1st birthday. She passed away last January 28th of Trisomy 18. She was my life, use to read her stories when she was in my moms stomach, so excited to finally have a sister. But that friday in the omaha hospital room was the most life changing news i will most likely hear. When i seen 2lbs 3 ounces jacee pearl with tubes in her mouth i started crying histerically and passed out, woke up in a hospital bed myself. Seeing something like that is just so terrifying and its something nobody should have to deal with. Knowing that most of the babies that have trisomy 18 are still born just makes me appreciate that we got to have her for 33 hours. Now because of gods great decision, i have a beautiful strong angel looking down on me and my family.

R.I.P, Jacee Pearl.
1/28/2011 <3

Hurt, its unexplainable.

Hurting, its never fun or painless. Sitting here thinking about what i did, and what i should have done is 2 different things but what do you do now that its over. I fight for what i want and believe that anything is possible if you just believe in god. 3 in a half years ago i thought i found the love of my life but now looking back to 3 months ago, it hurts because we were perfect (in my eyes) but apparently not, in her eyes im not worth anything anymore. God has taken over and is now just letting me enjoy life and live it to fullest because you only live once, Correct? Love is a strong word that could over power alot of things. So now dealing with it and moving on from it will  be the hardest part of it all.

Point of view, COMMENT..

Have you ever noticed that you go to first period do homework, sit at a desk, and write all damn period? Okay so 1st period is over and here comes 2nd period... same thing. BUT now here it is 3rd period phones out, ear phones on and posting blogs, now tell me how fun is this? Ha i see rowse is texting now :) im so glad we have at least 2 or 3 cool teachers in this school, other wise the rest of them just follow school policy, but who does that anymore these days.

The College Life..

Being a senior and only having 4 months of school left is stressful. You think so?! Not knowing where i am going just makes it even more stressful, and time consuming. The college life should be fun, exciting, and you know interesting ;) knowing that you are starting your future and am schooling for your future, your life time is actually kind of scaring at the same time.

I want my iphone back!!

Having an iphone is like the real life. Italy like on the outside looking in. Ms.rowse is a coolio Julio for having a iphone thats for sure!

I have just now typed my first blog because of Ms.Rowse my creative writing teacher! :)