Hurt, its unexplainable.

Hurting, its never fun or painless. Sitting here thinking about what i did, and what i should have done is 2 different things but what do you do now that its over. I fight for what i want and believe that anything is possible if you just believe in god. 3 in a half years ago i thought i found the love of my life but now looking back to 3 months ago, it hurts because we were perfect (in my eyes) but apparently not, in her eyes im not worth anything anymore. God has taken over and is now just letting me enjoy life and live it to fullest because you only live once, Correct? Love is a strong word that could over power alot of things. So now dealing with it and moving on from it will  be the hardest part of it all.